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Just finished reading her blog....Well,once again i feel myself is SUX!!
I really regret of my laziness...At the end, what did i get?? i got NOTHING!!
In facts, IM USELESS !! I tried to comfort myself, or may be im cheating myself\
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I said: " OnnYee, dont give up!! You must work harder to prove that u you can!! "...
I cried...I can?? i asked myself ....I THOUGHT i can during SPM,but what did i get ?? T.T
It's too late to regret...I know...and i know i should modivate myself to be a better person...
i know i need CONFIDENCE...i need PERSEVERANCE...i need POSITIVE THINKING...i need SUPPORTS...
Please....I'm suffering now! T.T